THE GRAY SHADOW

I never realize,


How lonely I would be.

I never thought the day would come,

Every one raucously tired of me.

Now I’m memorizing all; who

Loved me,

The people cared me, but did they really?

How happy I’d been, but was really?

Now I’m memorizing

His arms around, but was really?

I’m sorry not for making everything right.

I’m in gray shadow,

That haunting me, tormenting me, torturing me

A gray shadow of slothfulness….

It may awfully wreck my life

And I’ll be the only one who’d be stricken of it.

I’m sorry for not making everything right.

But it’s too late to come out,

The only way is exile, but

I can’t, because still he is living for me.

His arms around, and I’ll be safe there.